Sigh and more Sigh

Latley ive been feeling like... me and Paige arent as close as we usually are. We probably dont even know whats going on in each others lives anymore! And our msn conversations are just... us being quiet or just random stuff when we both acually talk. Really I wanna talk to her like crazy... maybe Im just being dumb.

I wonder if she thinks of me during the day like me. I think I am being dumb since Im not use to having such a close friend you know. With me moving away I dont want things to be different for us... Even though I see it will be different. Hell! Thats why you have this much posts! Becuz I have no one really to rant to. I
d rant to paige or matt but that would really annoy them after a while...

Me and Paige live in two damn seprate worlds now. And I think it sucks ass... What if we change over the time and we wont even recognize each other anymore?! That would be horrible... and Im crying even thinking about it. Dammit and Im getting all depressed and shit... theres a dance tonight... maybe that'll cheer me up...

Youd think Bo would understand if I told him things? Oh well...