Damn Mood Swings

Geez mood swings suck. I feel a lot better now probably because when I got on msn Paige was on. Its just weird for me not to be able to talk to her everyday. Found this on Nicky's Xanga:

I am not: craving you
I love: her... but who knows now
I fear: being alone
I forget/got: how to be laid back
I remember: the past
I imagine: that I will be happy when Im older
I hope: I die a normal and peaceful death
I crave: Coffee!
I regret: not asking her out
I care: about everyone but me
I want: to know who I am
I feel: alone
I don't listen: to certain people
I hide: my feelings
I pretend: to be ok
I cry: a lot
I write: a lot
I wake: up every morning... I guess thats a healthy sign
I play: music every minute
I find: nature and the simple things beautiful
I miss: being able to fly through school
I learned: a lot by friends and mistakes.
I know: everyone has little good inside
I say: im ok when im not
I dream: crazy dreams with lots of symbolism
I changed: my style a lot to stay different and away from the crowd
I wonder: what happens when i die
I wish: I could visit Washington over Christmas
I fight: with myself
I need: coffee and music
I want to: run away
I like: day dreaming and experiencing thrills
I drink: anything
I think: my life means so much more then what i can give it
I sing: off key and ear shatteringly horrible
I am: myself